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this is the 301st post in this blog.
long sad history lies on the path of different day.
till now no one has open the door for her.
all lights she see are just illusions.
what's left around her was only pitch darkness.
she has been locked up since young.
nobody has ever tried to save her.
only painted and darken her world.
soon she realized that she can only live in this world.
there is no other places for her to go to.
she kept everything to herself.
and does not have any chance to speak out to anyone.
only one she speaks to was her imaginary friend.
she have lost herself. the one with the brightest smile.
she did thought that in the real world.
there will be someone to save her.
but end up alone again. no one seems to understand her.
her swollen heart, deep aching wounds and scars.
all they know is only her outer self.
but not the inner one. the wounded one.
she have no idea how long more can she stay in the real world.
she did rather go back to where she was stuck at.
it might be happier compared to the real world.
she heart was broken once again in the real world.
blood tears just roll down her cheeks without crying out.
the aching pain of the heart has spread to whole of her body.
the new scar was born, fresh blood has bleed.
no one could save her now. it's too late.
nothing was left behind. only fresh red blood.
